Thursday, December 17, 2009

can't sleep

Tomorrow is my D&C. I can't bring myself to go upstairs and sleep knowing that this is the last night that I wll ever have my baby with me. I feel bad because I should be up there with J so that he can snuggle me and give his love to the baby, too, but it's just so hard to go to bed with the knowledge that tomorrow they will take my baby away forever.

This is so hard.

14 comments:

  1. I just saw what has happened..and sorry doesn't even begin to cover it. You guys don't deserve this. Please, go give love to your baby, and take time to take care of yourself.

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  2. I am so teribly sorry to read this, I wish you all the strength in the world over the coming weeks, take time to care for yourself and your husband.

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  3. I was just telling my husband about what happened this morning. I just feel so bad for you and your husband. My heart aches for both of you. Please know that we will be thinking about you and praying for you. I know that today will be an incredibly hard day.

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  4. sending you prayers and thoughts of love today. ((hugs))

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  5. I will be thinking about you today. Sending lots of hugs your way.

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  6. I'm so sorry. It really sucks. I am thinking about you today.

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  7. I am so sorry. I hope the D&C is quick and you can recover physically quickly. I'll be thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
    I am so so sorry.

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  8. Here from LFCA. I'm so very, very sorry for your loss.

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  9. Here from LFCA, I'm so sorry. I know that the pain right now is unbearable, you're in my thoughts. It sucks. Sigh. *hugs*

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  10. Here from lfca, so sorry for your loss, we too had a missed miscarriage/d&c at 10 weeks and it just sucks!!!

    Hang in there!

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  11. Thinking of you and your family *hugs*

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  12. No words except - I'm sorry.

    xxx

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  13. Here from LFCA--I'm so sorry for your loss. I will be thinking of you and wishing you strength and peace. ((hugs))

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