::smiley face::

I haven't seen that sweet, beautiful smiley
face since last October!! I am both excited and surprised. This is my first real cycle since the D&C and I was kind of expecting my body to putz out on me like it tends to do. It's odd to think that the last time my body ovulated, it resulted in Mya. I'm hoping that we can have another miracle.

I'm actually fairly optimistic that it'll happen this month or next. We finally figured out what my body needs and I think that my body has also realized what it's supposed to be doing. It only took 3 1/2 years, lots of $$, lots of drugs, Clomid, Femara, Injectables, IUIs, 2 HSGs, Lap & Hysteroscopy Surgery...you name it (except IVF) and finally Dr. Miracles took a unique approach. He also said that I will (hopefully) be a little bit more likely to conceive post-m/c. I know that doesn't really mean anything, but I'm trying to have some hope.

The only downside to things is that I haven't lost the weight I was hoping to lose, but good God, that's the last thing I can think about!

**Side note: Can I just say how I have confirmed that I don't trust the non-digital ovulation sticks (in the background of this picture) one bit! Toinght, I took both and the non-dig, though it got darker, was far from indicating an ovulation. The month I got pg, it was the same thing. They're good to use because they're cheaper, but I don't know that I could use them solely. I'm sure glad I decided to dip the second stick!